Not for me.
It worked for a while. I’d get up early in the morning or staying up late at night. That was my time alone. And when I’m alone, the voices in my head get stronger.
So I journaled.
I wrote down what I dreamt of last night, what I thought about today, how the things were not going my way, and how I blamed myself for everything that happened and didn’t happen.
I wrote down the solution, the resolution, how I’m going to improve myself, building up a system and sticking to it. And I also wrote that I should stop being lazy and a disappointment.
Because EVERYONE can do it. Whatever that “it” means.
If I CAN’T do it, it’s my fault and my fault alone.
That was what I journaled, every day, for a year.
Then I got depressed. Who wouldn’t?
Journaling serves as a way of looking internally, of saying the truth, of self-reflection.
But when things — those negative things — started to repeat, I should have stopped writing and notice that pattern.
I was so busy with self-reflecting, I didn’t see that I was trapped in that negative, self-blaming circle.
Journaling not only let you express yourself, it also helps you discover the truth that’s hidden behind your consciousness.
But there’s a vital step to do beside only writing, writing, and writing — you have to actually read what you wrote, in order to see much about yourself that you didn’t know.
And this if step is missing, journaling is not helping you as the way it should be.